DON'T SAY YOU LOVE ME

Everything was so right until someone appeared back in your life and gave you a shocking news. I had already sense something was wrong on Friday cause no texts from you for the whole day. You even didn't appear at the party and off your phone which I couldn't reach you. I told myself I might me thinking too much, maybe you were busy at work or facing some critical problem.

The next morning, I was hoping to get morning text from you like what you usually did. Been waiting till noon, i couldn't help myself to text you first. And you told me that you were having some problem on your side and we couldn't continue this relationship anymore. You keep avoiding me till I really asked what the hell is going on.

I have been crying for the whole night and grounded myself in the room. I don't know and not sure this is a prank or you were trying to fool with me. Had never ever thought this will happened to me cause I really didn't even thought relationship between us could be so fragile. All the thing you said, all thing you do keep on running in my head.

I know we have not even started our relationship yet. Though the good moment we had between us were short and no longer gonna continue anymore, I really appreciate what we experienced together before this. I know for now you have much more important things to settle , that's why you ignore me. I truly understand and I shall learn how to let you go.

But still,

I miss your smile, caring, text and calls.

I really miss you if you ever know.