Monday, July 23, 2012

快疯了!



累积的疲劳就快一次过爆炸了。心灵比身躯上的疲惫还要来得痛苦。我沉默不代表不在意,只是旁人总是觉得理所当然。我发脾气是因为我受够了。好想逃离现在的困境,可是我能躲缩到哪里去?

好想有一个人在我身旁听我诉说苦诉,开导我走向正当的路。我的现况就仿佛站在黑暗树林中间,找不到回家的路。偶尔,我有想过自暴自弃,不了了之的离开。可是想起年老的父母一定会很伤心。

我不再是我。 我很讨厌现在的我,也不了解自己是否过得开心不开心。就好像为了钱而活,还有那些闲言闲语真是快我给比疯了。我现在只想看自己还能走多远,在我还没崩溃之前。别再逼我了,我好难受

2 comments:

  1. take a deep breath
    calm down n see back all the things again to have a better picture of the whole things...
    we cant fulfill everyone's wants
    that's too heavy for us to live in that way... perhaps just do whatever you feel great n it doesnt hurt the ppl u care

    life only can have one time
    if can choose between happie n unhappie
    im sure we will go on for happie choice~
    be yourself... =)

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  2. 别这么不开心啦。 知心的朋友呢? 找找他们出来聊天吧。

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