What do you do when your are stressed up or unhappy? Well, for me a little would turned out happy much. Just do something you wanted or wish to do , but no time to do usually. Actually you know that "no time" is a plain excuse, it's the matter of willingness to treat yourself good.
Get out the house and get some fresh air before you gone crazy. Seriously, I am mot a home person. I don't like staying at home. I would go out whenever there's a chance for me to do so. Sadly, I have classes everyday including weekends. This already enough to make me emotional unbalance.
I need time on my own when I don't feel like sharing anything to anyone. Sometimes, I also wish to hang out with friends just so I feel the importance of my existence.I wouldn't called myself a shopaholic but I love spending. Spending makes me feel pampered.
I believe a little purchased could change the negative emotion to positive one for the day. I love to go to the beach although I can't swim. Just listen to the sound of sea, makes me feel so peace and comfort. It's like I could get a warm hug from the sea and telling how I feel for the past.
I started to learn not to be demanding. I only hope to see the one I like and spend time with him when he is free. If he is not free, then I have really no choice. I think that if he miss me, he will come and find me or just drop by. Or the least text me in a sweeter way not formally please!
If one day you find that I started not to demand, not to express my feeling or just keep quiet. You should know what's happening, I begin to careless. I have changed , changed to a person that's not myself anymore. I want you not to be burden while being with me.
If I walk away, does it mean something or nothing?
Random: Love yourself, if no one love you.