God, I couldn't bear with the challenge you gave me anymore. I rather give up than suffer from heartbreak in every relationships that involved. I must be cursed from the two weeks spell cause it seems almost all my relationship didn't last long and ended in two weeks time.
I felt stupid to fell for a guy so easily with his little caring action and trusted him for what he said. In the end, I found out that I was just the second option, nothing more than that. I even tried to save the relationship while he was busy going after the girl. Only I found out after that.
A guy whom can fell for two girls at the same time, he could fall for the third and fourth, so I have to let it go and cut ties with him. No point stuck on a bloody shit who play with feelings.God, please don't send me meet those idiot guys again and again. I am so enough of it seriously.
I know I ain't lovely, smart, pretty or any hot girls. I am just a stupid, silly dumb girl who believe people who come to me will accept for who I am and treat me sincerely and faithfully. An ordinary girl whom was hoping for love and tried to move on from previous relationship.
After all the things that happened, I would not believe in love anymore. I don't need a men who hurt me for nothing that I have done. I don't wanna be fooled by someone who doesn't love me for who I am. I don't wanna believe words that been said unless you really prove to me.
I am all alone now. Not even a true friend I have. I know I am annoying sometimes cause I was lack of attention. I would like to keep a distance from people around me after this. Not gonna attend any events in anytime soon. If it's better, God you could bring me to heaven to restart my life.