YOU ARE JUST ANOTHER HIM...

Somehow ,I feel that you were already awake just that you don't give a damn to my text. Or even you're not , you tend to ignore the discussion about our problem yest night. Whenever we had problem, you would just turn to another person instead of me.

You went for another girl while we were together. You tried very hard to get the girl with unconditional demands she wants. The most ridiculous part was that you could even fetch her from Bangi to Sunway just for her to attend LMFAO concert without you.

I thought you are always busy? When comes to her, you could do whatever she wants just to make her happy. To me, you always tell me how busy is your work and the next thing I know you are with your mom and bothers.

 After she gave you cold shoulder, you came back to me and ask for second chance. You told me you are silly that you leave me for someone who didn't care for you. You said you will never gonna lose me anymore. But....

I am impressed that you are such a family oriented person but where's my position in your heart? First , your job, your mom , your brothers and yourself ...lastly me. I don't mind being the last one, at least treat me fair a bit can or not? 

Before this, you rushed for an official relationship and now I want us to be official but you say you are not ready yet. When she is not yours, you gave her the recognition as your gf in order for her to collect bottles from your friends in an event.

You wanted her so badly without any terms and condition or consideration, you just want her to be your girlfriend!!! For my case, you give damn a lot excuses. You know that before this , I had experience a few miserable relationships.

You promised not to hurt me like them and no secret between cause you understand where was I came from. That day early in the morning, I saw few girls, Jessica and Sherrie whatssap you. I grabbed your phone and wanted to see.

The next thing you do was grabbed back the phone from me nervously and said " I don't like people to touch my phone!" even though your were sleeping. You told me you know this girls before you know me. I don't mind who you wanna make friends with, just that your action clearly tell me that you have something hie from me.

Now, even I said I wanna give up  if we ain't officially together, u just dont give a damn shit about it. It's not that I wanna force you or anything. I wanna feel secure, i don't wanna share you with anyone else. You could introduce me as your girlfriend in front of your friends but you are not ready to be official? Come on, your pride kills you okay!